Yes. I'm alive. And back. After two eventful months i feel ready to do this again.
Where the hell have I been?.... at home, on a emotional roller coaster that slowly is starting to slow down. Me and my boyfriend of five years decided to break up. Probably the hardest decision I've ever done. But it was the right one. We divided our things and our life together and moved our separate ways. I lost inspiration to write and to take pictures. I needed a break from everything and everyone. I moved in with a girlfriend and started again. From scratch it felt like. I still wake up in my new flat and wonder where the hell i am. Then Christmas came and christmas went. And so did the new year. I decided that 2012 was gonna be the best year. And so far it has been. I'm happy. And extremely grateful for listening to my own instincts and acting on them. Life is too short to not be completely happy.
A new year, and a new life has begun and i can't bloody wait!
and also.........i've missed you all.
kul att du e tillbaka! Stor Kram
ReplyDeleteDear rene,
ReplyDeletei'm so glad you're back. me and my friends have missed you. I'm sorry to hear about the breakup.
Lots of love /helen
I did that, listened to my instinicts, ended a 4yr relationship with someone I loved because something didn't feel right... It's hard, it's a gamble, there were tears and times I wondered what the future would hold. I also said if you are confident about the choices you make, you shouldn't suffer regret. It was the right thing to do. My life made a 90* turn and I love it. I spent alot of time being a yes man, accepting any invite for adventure that came my way... Doing things that I'd always wanted to do. I was in control. Then.... Then I met a new girl, moved, took on new challenges. Realised all the things I thought were wrong were wrong. Now, life is sweet, I am happy.
ReplyDeleteRene, you go... Do what you do, do what ever you want to do. Use this time to be free and to be a yes girl. Then write about it!
You've been missed. Now blog blog blog. x x
ReplyDelete... och vi har saknat dig! Detta blir ett bra år!
ReplyDeleteÅh äntligen. Har undrat och saknat dig så.
ReplyDeleteMan kan inte annat än följa hjärtat.
Njut av din nyfunna frihet det kommer strax nya magfjärilar...
Kärlek,
Mic
Sanna: TACK!! kramar
ReplyDeleteHelen: Tack you! it's nice to have been missed! xx
Anonymous 1: I've read your comment about five times. It makes me proud i've got such wise and beautiful readers like you out there... thank you for your very sweet words. xx
Anonymous 2: Thank you! I will! xx
Petrus: Tack fina! ja jag tror oxa det.!! 2012 kommer bli grymt!
Mic: Vackra, kloka Mic. !! Tack! dina kommentarer varmer lika mycket varje gang!
Jaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
ReplyDeleteÄntligen något att göra till kvällsmaten;)Din uppståndelse har iaf gjort mig mighty glad ikväll ...keep it up:)
Ekstrom:
ReplyDeleteTack for uppmuntrande ord!! Vad lycklig jag blir!! Stor kram
Tråkigt att höra om uppbrottet! Det är alltid sorgligt när ett förhållande avslutas, oavsett vem som lämnar vem. Härligt att du är tillbaka i bloggvärlden och att du är happy!
ReplyDeleteannajohanna: Tack for fina ord! ja, det ar alltid sorgligt nar forhallanden tar slut. But i guess that's life! Kul att du laser bloggen! Kram
Delete...stupenda creatura. bentornata. la vita è oggi.
ReplyDelete--leo--
Grazie Leo.
DeleteSono contento che stai ancora leggendo! x
so happy youre back! sorry to hear about your troubles (i am also in a similiar situation with my boyfriend of years) but keep pushing us all to be happy and healthy :) thank you for your many inspiring words!
ReplyDeleteSarah: Thank you for your sweet words! It's comments like yours that makes me keep on blogging! Take care. xx
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